Well, no one on FUS has gotten back to me about deleting my website. It's like they don't check their mail or something. Ehhh.
I most likely will delete the site, if I ever get a response.
Whatever.

I can't draw anymore. Everything comes out like utter crap. It's like, I can't even draw faces anymore, the proportions are all wrong... it's like I need to relearn. Drawing Snively for all those years, big-bobble headed SatAM characters...it messed me up. I don't know. I just suck. I look at all the thousands of dollars of art supplies I hoarded and it's a joke. They belong to someone who is an artist, not a shit 'artist' like me.

On the plus side I am writing on my Walking Dead fic, but even that has slowed down a bit. It hasn't stopped yet, but it's more a trickle than a deluge. I've written SO much on this fic too, it's crazy, it's now officially longer than my longest Sonic fic (which was like 130,000 words or so...) and it's all absolute garbage. *laughs* Ahhh the things I accomplish with my wonderful life...  And of course, I have a total of like...3 whole people who are even remotely interested in my TWD fic. Probably because it doesn't star Daryl, who is kind of what Shadow was to the Sonic fandom back in the day, a spot-light hogging favorite who overshadowed the other characters.

Not sure why I'm even writing this crap. LOLZ Who cares right? I don't even care half the time.


I have a dental appointment today, super nervous. I'm such a procrastinator and so irresponsible with my own health. I haven't been to the dentist in like 4 years. They are totally going to yell at me. *sigh*